i promised

it was the very first time that i get drunk and you know what, the feeling of being drunk was sooo sucks
but i just couldnt help with that, i tried to overwhelm myself with alcohol
anyhow, that will be the last time as well.
i will be getting over him.
I PROMISED.

broken-hearted girl

so my one-sided love had been winded up today, no its yesterday.
this was the last hit, i dont feel pain but numb
my crush is in a relationship now and i have to go on with my broken heart, how irony!
i thought i've been getting over him all these while, it turns out that he never really slip from my mind, not even once
what am i supposed to do now?
can somebody come and wake me up?

move on

so i figured something out yesterday.
i just realized that i could not get too close with the guys around me or else something would happen.
literally its crush i guess
by the way im not got a crush on him, not yet
deepdown i still missing the one who went back to penang but i know something is gone
and now there's a guy out there, he is sooo cute!
i dont know if i could stand against his spell
maybe miss c was right, i should've get over wenghin, slowly.
its time to move on

hold me tight

i always dreamt that there will be someone who would hold me tight when i am sad, when i am happy or even when i overwhelmed with my insecurity..
he just have to hold me tight, never let me fall
maybe someday, can i have my dream come true?

i cling to you

remember still,
i'll just be clinging to myself, no matter what
because i loath the loneliness and those overlooks, should have know that they would not take me after all
enough with my ignorance.

so i blog

you know, its so blissful to have a black tea at midnight.
its 1:49am now and am missing him.
deep down i know he will be forgotten slowly, i should have do something
i just need something to grip hard, the best is yet to come though

story

i feel an urge to have a listen to a story right now.
tell me a cooked up story, any story that crossed your mind
a love story, a ghost story, a fairy story or even an adventure story
i dont want anything but story.
i am so obsess with those ONCE UPON A TIME or SO THE STORY GOES... that made the perfect running of a story
ohh i love the words HAPPILY EVER AFTER, it signified a happy ending.
and this make the biggest difference between cooked up and real stories.
you know why?







BECAUSE real stories have a never-ending cyle, they never end.

october

the very first day of october.
thanks god, september is ended after all.
i personally think that september's sucks as my september ended up with a sad story.
anyhow, gotta work hard in october.