yeah you just knocked me down, once again.

i am disappointed.
life's a real bitch!
why does it keep on to knock me down just when i think things could get better?
i shouldnt have cared too much, its not like i have feelings or anything.
till then i dont have a role.

a break

i'd watched this movie recently, ONE WEEK.
a very philosophical movie.
this terminally ill man, Ben decides to take a motorcycle trip instead of receive medical treatment.
and along the way he starts to reevaluate his life and learn to appreciate it.

i think im kind of figure out what's life.
my life, to be exact.
and i started to fall for it though its a long journey.
for the moment, i just need a break.
a break from everything to find my inner self.
i'll be coming back, sooner or later.

what would you do if you knew you only have one day or one week or one month to live?

now what?

sem 5 is done with my final presentation on this tuesday.
as for the presentation, it was pretty good.
glad that the guest crits like my so-called BUDDHIST TEMPLE.
still though, i am overwhelming with disappointment, for no reason.
deepdown i feel that something is gone, been trying hard to figure it out.
you know what, tadao ando once said you can find your dreams in architecture.
i think i lost my dream in architecture per contra.
now, i guess i need a self-help book,
and maybe a deep contemplation as well.

what is life?
can you figure it out for me?