way back to the past

so, it's the day!
wow, last day of '08, it made me think of the last day of '07 though.
i was really had a great time with my beloved buddies that day, and i still remember that i was 17 during that time
:biggrin:
back to the last day of '08, kinda speechless, frankly..
i miss lots of people yet they would not be here, at least not for today
and at last i did learn a lesson today, it reminded me that things would not be the same anymore despite you're on the way back to the past.
seriously, i wish that i could have a time machine.
be brave, lyong..
anyhow, happy new year!

p.s. thanks ya, '08

about time

ahhahh, tomorrow is the last day of '08.
woots, new year is coming!
yeah, it's about time to make new year resolutions again.
kay, gotta think clearly 'bout it tonight
:gigglin:

sigh, now i already fed up to my part-time-job.
is tomorrow the last day?
shall i quit it?
ishhh, i wonder..

year-end

3 more days to '09
hardly to believe that time flies like an arrow, it's coming to year-end
i was really gone through lots of bittersweet times throughout the year.
went into college, studying architecture, made new friends and last but not least, stuck on him..
i have no date, though (like i really craving for a date, i'm not that desperate larrr)
:chucklin:
and i still remember the new year resolutions i had made, it's so unbelievable that all of my resolutions came true at last!
whoopssssssssss!
you know what, thanks to the beloved selene, i had the best day ever in '08.
hmm, looking forward to '09, wish that i can have another best day ever.....
... and my new handphone!
:cool:

p.s. what am i waiting for?

motorcyclophobia

darn! i am seriously, so damn hate those boorish motorcyclists.
ishh, what an idiot, lost control and nearly bumped against my car!
and now, i'm having motorcyclophobia,
i hate two-wheels-vehicle , especially MOTORCYCLE!
i mean it, this was the nth times that i've had gone through circumstances like this throughout the year.
sigh, what a bad christmas day i ever had!

magic of mistletoe

mistletoe, one of the most magical plants in european folklore.
i did read a story about mistletoe when i was 11.
'if you're passing under a ball of mistletoe with somebody which is opposite sex, he/she might be your true love.'
this is really impressed me, i feel like give it a try, in order to find my true love.
:gigglin:
anyhow, folklore is still a folklore.

p.s. MERRY X'MAS!
p.p.s. '09 is coming soon
p.p.p.s. looking forward to seeing you

anyhow

you know what; i was so damn fond of a book before.
and then someday i knew that i couldnt have it anymore,
it was belonged to someone but not me
so i gave it up at last.
and life still goes on until i had found another book and give my heart to it.
sarcastically, the previous book that i'd gave up suddenly came back to me.
i dont know why would it came back and i dont feel like uncover the truth.
it would be a normal book to me, anyhow..

p.s. i dont feel like drink hot chocolate anymore

me and my hot chocolate

today is just an ordinary day as normal, everything's still the same except that i'd changed my car
:gigglin:
i'm drivin citreon and bmw today!
but then it just for a day only (like i was really changed the car xD)
this was the response from my colleagues: OMFDG, you're too 'small' for the car weh!
hey people c'mon, i knew that i'm short yet i can drive the car, dont insult me larrr...
hmm, put the cars and workin' thingy aside, i did nothing today in frank

around 9.30pm, i suddenly craving for a hot chocolate
:cool: my favourite drink
so after answered puiying's call, i drove my citreon and went to starbucks, get myself a hot chocolate
and now i'm blogging while drinking my hot chocolate
:biggrin:
this is so darn blissful.

i heart you

this is bloody insane!
i am so damn miss you right now.
i wonder when will i not to stop short and just tell that 'i heart you'

p.s. i miss you

am i that useless?

am i that useless?
i doubted that i am
'you are always that useless'

impasse

today is supposed a good day for me.
but then who knows,
it end up with an impasse.
look what you've done, stupid lyong

best day ever in '08

this is really the best day ever in '08!
i'm the first people you chose to tell
a lil bit touch that you still remember the promise that we made
:gigglin:
for me, this is really a good news, you're back to the origin now
things will be the same again
hey dear, i hope that the ending of this time is happily ever after..

p.s. love ya

my part-time-job

song of the day: sunshine in december by beFour

11st of dec, nothing special happened but i figured something out.
i started to keen on my part-time job
it gave me somehow, a sense of accomplishment even though i'm always sunning myself LOL
and then i got a sifu there
:biggrin: :cool:
seriously that fellow teached me lots of things, what a nice guy!
his line: omg, you'd learned everything from me!
:blush:

oh yeah,
i gotta PROMOTE something here, people~
ehhem, it's a blog actually, belongs to mr. wenghin
http://wenghin.blogspot.com/ ← click it kay
according to wenghin, read his blog can help to fill up your time..
my opinion: not bad larrrrr.....
so if you're free or whatsoever, just go and view his blog,
and leave a comment if you can do it xD
(eddy, my promotion not bad leh, next time i go spread rumours 'bout you, wahahahaha~)

p.s. i am, again, shut myself indoors! sigh, when will i extricate myself from these stuffy days huh?

i'm squander-ing

song of the day: what hurts the most by cascada

i am addicted to buy books today.
seriously, i bought TWELVE books in a day!
i was like squandered my money recently, swt

life used to be stuffy

life without schooling and...
is extremely, absolutely, awfully, utterly and f*ckingly B-O-R-I-N-G!
yes, so darn boring!
i seriously could not bear with these stuffy and lifeless days anymore.
nearly everyday working from 8.30am till 5.30pm, after that go home and shut myself indoors, and next day, similar things continued to happen again OMFDG
this is super duper lifeless man! and a lil bit dumb somemore
helo people, can someone talk to me?
i desperately need somebody to talk to yet i found that i could just speak with my silhouette
:shakehead:
i feel hopeless somehow
does life used to be stuffy?

dial L whenever you lose your way

have your ever lose your way?
i did.
and there's a way now,
dial L whenever you lose your way
:biggrin:

p.s. you gotta learn how to get over again, somehow

welcome to the world

awesome! i got a bigggg news today.
:biggrin: :lol:
i was immensely shocked and delighted, though
this is so damn AMAZING!
yeah, 1st of december,08
a memorable day for us, for her and, for him.

p.s. welcome to the world!

get your own life!

you know; sometimes it is really hard to persist in some vain hope
and i am fed up with my own persistence
come on lyong, get a life!

to be continued

finished the last paper today, it's moral, kinda sucks..
i felt nothing but overwhelmed with sense of alienation after the exam
there's something made me at a loss
i looked still okay, though.
went to asia cafe having lunch with jee and xu them while waiting for selene to go home together
i was so dumb today, i parked my car in restricted area but then i still went and paid the parking fee :blush:
sorry to jee and xu as i didnt come with you guys after this
indeed, i rather went home early when there was someone beside me, especially that is selene xD
anyway, sem 2 is done, woohooo!
wow, couldnt believe that i am still struggle along at taylor's
LOL just wish that i would not fail in any subject

so what's next?
holidaySss!!
........... and part-time job
yeah, earn money, get new phone :biggrin:

to be continued,
sem 3 and ...

emotionals' Vs rationals'

gosh, i sudden feel like talk to him in person right now..
:shakehead:

conversation of emotionals' lyong with rationals' lyong,
emotionals' lyong: just make a call and talk to him or you may text him..
rationals' lyong: dont want larr, i've to keep my word
emotionals' lyong: that one dont care, just do whatever in your heart
rationals' lyong: i wanted to but...
emotionals' lyong: sigh, such a defeatist, i suppose you will regret someday when there is somebody beside him
rationals' lyong: i just dont want to ruin everything

so the rationals' lyong has defeated emotionals' lyong in the long run.

everybody's heart harbors an undelivered love letter...

well, i had watched the 'Cape No.7' (海角七号）at last after time and again recommended by my friend, i guess she so damn fond of this movie :shakehead:

and now i finally knew why would she recommend this movie, it's sooooo damnnn nice man!
this is indeed a breathtaking movie.

''everybody's heart harbors an undelivered love letter...''

i like the rainbow spirit.

and there's a memorable message carried,

'You can only live once, but you may have a zillion dreams. Only if you strive to reach your goal can you know whether the chance is yours or not…'

About the Film
Extradition of the Japanese aliens

The story of “Cape No.7” begins with the extradition of the Japanese aliens. When the Japanese Colonial Period ended, all the Japanese in Taiwan had to be extradited to Japan. It marks the end of an era, leaving not only regrets and hatred, but friendship, affection and love. We make an assumption that a teacher was in love with his student at that time. When they could finally be together, they were forced to be separated by the ending of the war. The story is derived from the pity of love, and thereby comes an old address from the Japanese Colonial Period.

Synopsis
Over 60 years ago, Taiwan was recovered, and the Japanese had to be evacuated. A Japanese male teacher on board the ship leaving Taiwan for Japan left his lover alone in Taiwan, whose name was Tomoko. He couldn’t express his feelings toward Tomoko personally, so he wrote them down in seven letters.

After 60 years or so, almost everything has changed in Taiwan. People are striving for their lives. Seven ordinary persons with their own dreams for music—Aga, the depressed lead vocal of a band; Old Mao, the old postman who can only play yukin; Frog, a grease monkey fixing motorcycles; Dada, a girl who plays piano for the church choir; Malasun, a millet wine salesman; Rauma the policeman and his father—who are not related at all are now playing in one warm-up band for a concert at the beach. They have to be ready in three days, which worries Tomoko, the coordinator from Japan, very much.

Aga is a substitutive postman who does nothing but piling up the mails in his own room. Among the mails, he discovers a package from Japan, with the old address of “Cape No.7, Hengchung County” on it. Out of curiosity, he opens the package and finds that the letters inside it are all written in Japanese, which he cannot understand at all. Therefore, he takes no notice of it and puts it under his bed, pretending that nothing has ever happened.

With the performing date approaching, these seven persons realize that it could be the only way for their dreams to come true, which is why they start practicing. But the hostility between Aga and Tomoko hinders the band from progressing. Finally, on a wedding reception in town, after a couple of drinks, Aga and Tomoko show their loneliness, and express their feelings hidden under their seeming anger, which results in a one-night stand.

In Aga’s room, Tomoko sees the package from Japan and learns that it contains seven unsent love letters from 60 years ago. She asks Aga to deliver the package to the receiver of it, but the address on it no longer exists. The Japanese singer is coming soon, and the warm-up band is still a mess. Will their music dreams be realized eventually? Will the love letters that have lain dormant for 60 years be sent to their receiver who is also named Tomoko?

You can only live once, but you may have a zillion dreams. Only if you strive to reach your goal can you know whether the chance is yours or not…

turning point?!

hmm, i just read xixu's post — sem 2 memories
i had to agree that we did really have some bittersweet memories throughout this semester
time flies, sem 2's going to end soon.
i'm overwhelming with a feeling that sem 2 should be a turning point for me
now i knew that i could not stay at the origin forever as things will change, it really change rapidly.
and next time, i shall not be muddled along anymore!

whacko, i did it!

okay, last week i already screwed my speaking task up as i had overslept.
so never mind, i'd been informed that i still could get a second chance.
and you know what; today i almost screwed it up AGAIN!
gosh, i seriously hate technical english 2!!!
alright, back to the speaking task story.
xixu has text me early in the morning and told that the class had been switched to 8am slot.
i was so pissed but then still struggled to wake up and rushing to the class.
and i'd reached college at 9am, that time was already kinda late so i decided to wait for xixu and went for class together, so we met each other at computer lab there.
sarcastically, we were discussed and finally decided not to present :shakehead:
after that, we went library to watch movie and mr eddy also came and joined us after the class.
they both held a conference in the av room about their 'past and experience' LOL
and around 11.30am, my darling also showed herself in library
then we went for lunch and soon after that i planned to go home and i really did it
so i went home by the train as usual and everything's went smoothly and i guess i'll be reached home in another half an hour
when the train got in at kl sentral, i got a message from xixu.
darn it, it got me off to college again!
to cut the long story short, i was able to present in the long run...
whacko, finally i did it!

life's with a little vexations

did i get something wrong?
i had gained an insight into so many things recently
i can feel it in my bones that i've been going on a fool's errand
yet i don't give a damn about it

whoopee, movie!!

so i was like so damn free for the whole day
stayed at home, sitting in front of the pc and doing nothing
speechless huh?
actually sort of..
but then i'll go for movie later with friends xD
whoopee!! i finally can get some entertainment
and then my 'dai lo' (brother) was so caring, he went early to the cinema to get the ticket just to want us have a comfortable seat, so nice lar him, really like a big brother to us, though we're not blood-related
i appreciate what he did :applause:
hmm, it's time to leave everything behind and go for movie now
bye~

walk this road alone

'the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.'
out of the blue i think of this line
for me, this is not the worst way to miss someone but the worst way to like someone
to tell the truth, i'm having a bad mood today.
i desperately need someone to talk to
yet people that i want to rely on couldnt be here for me
it's okay, never mind, i'm starting to used to it
and learning not to rely on anyone now
i shall walk this road alone.

my present day

hey, nov 6's a special day.
uhhm, some may ask, how special was it?
err, it's marie's birthday, she's eligible to do anything (well, not really everything larr) now
next, it was also a present day (to me) xD
i've got some presents from my buddies
kay, so here goes my present!
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>
>
... a small small bottle of sand
this was from wenghin.
eh, dont look down on this small small bottle of sand arh, it's from egypt and came here by plane!
but only the sand lar, that bottle was bought here, i guess..
this fellow had already back from egypt since dont know how many weeks ago, now only gave me the souvenir LOL
but then late better than never, thanks ya, wenghin.
another present was...

>>>>>

>>>>

>>>

>>

>
... a 'weird' stone?! i guess so.

yeah, this was from my jee darling.
here come the proof~

~~

~
... dang dang~

her name is written on the stone
yet the most weird word on this stone is: LYONG CONFESS
come on, i never plan to confess , okay?
just write lyong there enough larr
anyway, i appreciate it.
it'll be my confession lucky stone xD

it's kinda late now, no more confession topic

okay, i shall go bed, thanks a lot and goodnight.

my addiction

gosh, i never knew that one day i would be sooo addicted to something or maybe distinctively, someone.
it's somehow, the addiction to gaze at him.
sigh,what's wrong with me huh?
i'm started to go wrong larr
hate to admit that i really addicted to him.

overslept

i was supposed to present (crap) this morning.
yet i didnt.
i was overslept and didnt show myself in the presentation, sigh
i shall put the blame on the hot chocolate :zonked:

what to crap?

gosh, i still have no idea what to talk about even though i already done my slides an hour ago.
what to talk about the use of SPACE huh?
ishh, i so damn sick of this speaking task now, feel like just skippin' it
yet the first think crossed my mind was that this stupid speaking task worth TEN MARKS!
second was that i already skipped the class for nth times, i don't wish to be barred from the final exam
so i have to give this wild plan up, sigh
sadly, i'm destined to present tomorrow
by the way, what to crap?

one-day-coffee-shop-trip

phew, i'm having the one-day-coffee-shop-trip today.
it's kinda tiring as i'd went lots of coffee shop.
gloria jeans's, starbucks, coffee bean & tea leaf ─ the lot huh
and fyi, i was like went some for nth time in a day
selene was so nice and accompanied me to those coffee shops one more time just to snap photos as i didnt have the permission letter
so sorry to put her to so much trouble as i knew that she still got tons of unfinished assignment
thanks a lot to her

i'm done!

whoosh! i just finished my damnable research essay.
so damn happy, i could finally return the books that i've borrowed for more than 2 months
woots!

p.s. good luck to her

nightmare

went for movie after attended jee's party as i did not wish to stay all alone at home.
i watched the movie one person alone, though.
it's pretty sarcastic huh
she was right, i did really start to hate the feeling of being alone.
actually it wasn't the feeling of being alone
it is, somehow, like some phobia
i never thought that an accident could made such impact on me
i just wish that i could get this over with
it's a nightmare!
i'm so darned sick of it

week-14-is-coming-and-i-am-busy-with-last-minute-works

whacko, week 14 is coming soon.
hmm, our last week in sem 2 and lots of due date for assignments.
i'm bustling with last-minute-works, as everyone else did.
and i'll be having one-day-coffee-shop-trip next week, lol
sounds kinda weird huh yet i seriously have to visit 3 coffee shops in a day for the preparation of the oncoming speaking task, sigh.
and then the stepsbook thingy with the presentation, i actually no idea of what is it about and what to do, swt.
oh yeah, and the damnable 3000 words research paper, luckily i almost done.
anyway, good luck to me, good luck to selene (i guess she's got tons of assignment pile up on her table) and every sabd-ians.

p.s. i'm planning to do this next friday, haha~

woots!

whoopee, i already done my moral presentation.
i got 11 marks for it, not bad huh.
woots!

i am yellow

arghhh, i'm so freaking nervous for tomorrow's presentation.
i was thinking to talk about both women's right and gay's right at first.
but then arhh, ms xixu told me have to relate to the religion.
damn, i started to wondering how gay's right related to christianity.
and i guess if i really talk about gay's right tomorrow, that 'you idiot' stinker will definitely ask me how is it related to the modernisation of christianity.
sigh, in the long run i gave the gay's right up as i unwilling to get myself into trouble.
okay, i'm yellow.

day 40

i was stood near the balcony and stared into distance, nothing came into view but night sky and some images.
i couldnt persuade myself that it's really gone.
day 40
where the heck am i?

busiest thursday

ahem, i went to the wedding ceremony today.
and i finally skip the moral presentation, woots!
but then that fellow so nice, he let me join next week's presentation, sigh.
okay, wedding ceremony and presentation aside.
today is also my mum's birthday, oh yeah and also amos (my classmate and he's the ex-zai that xixu kap-ing)
somemore it's my family day as my younger sister came home.
wow! sounded like so many things happened on this 23rd october.
actually it did, even my backbone also came to join in the fun, it's aching whole night.
and there're lots of thing happened at night.
i think this is the busiest thursday that i ever had in this year.
i'm feeling fatigued.

moral?! sucks..

i, umm, planning to skip the moral's presentation.
yet the question came to my mind: should i skip it?
i actually did' know that 15 marks is like nothing compared to my best friend's wedding ceremony.
but then i wish that there is someone can convince me to do that, i wish someone can stand by me.
and selene did it, even though maybe it was just a jest, i dont wish to know.
joking apart, i hate moral presentation, it sucks and my moral lecturer... a sucker!!
i've gone off moral studies.

skepticism

i'm rather skeptical about something.
does it rupturing now?
tell me, please

what's next?

well, i went to the dinner, my best friend's wedding dinner.
ahhahh, sounded like i just went for a movie and nothing else.
hmm, actually got something else.
the bride was so beautiful tonight, she looked overwhelmingly happy.
and... another car accident is happened
but then it's not me kay, i just sat inside the car, i'm not the driver.
anyway, everything's still okay.
so now the wedding dinner is over..
what's next?
.....
.........

wedding ceremony!!

blank

overwhelming with blankness, half a day.
why today everything seems like so strange to me?
i feel like i couldnt be familiarising myself with everything and everyone.
i'm blank.

whatever, i shall getting ready now.
no more blankness tonight, i suppose.

shall i?

so now is 1 something, it's 21st october 2008.
a kinda important day.
okay, just leave it aside first, we'll know what will be happening soon.

oh yeah, i went to meet some of my friends just now.
i'm having a great time there; we talked, we teased and we laughed..
just like everything that we used to do in the past.
hmm, so familiar with it...
it was such a long time that we never sit down properly and talk to each other if i'm not mistaken.
and speaking honestly, they're still the same person that i knew years ago.
i guess, i shall rejoice for that.
shall i?

she's about to marry

i got very shock news today, it really made me stunned, well, i guess for more than a minute.
gosh, she really waits until last minute then only told me about that.
you know what; i got a wedding invitation card from my friend.
it was the first invitation card that i'd ever received in my life.
kinda speechless huh..
stupid her, wait until last minute only informed me that she's about to marry next week.
somemore she dares not to tell me in person.
i went to her bachelorette party just now and i saw her.
suddenly i've to agree that time really flies like an arrow.
she used to be my best friend since from primary school until now and she's about to marry.
what else could i say?

p.s. every single life is a gift from god, do cherish it.

unchangeable

i am satisty with current situation.
i wish that it's unchangeable no matter how time flies.

day 26

this is day 26.
it's almost been a month and i did lots of thing among these 26 days.
watched numbers of movie,
roamed around in the middle of where,
bought the book that i've craving for a long time and so on..
whatsoever i still felt that some part of me has gone.

i'll try to accept it

you know what, i had figured out something, something that i wouldnt want to know if i did have a choice, yet i doomed to know about it.
why can't we just pretending everything is as it was and forever shall be.
alright then, i'll try to accept it.

p.s. i love my life, so do you?

gonna be just fine

she said among 4 of us, now i'm the luckiest because i have a family, a whole family.
i was kinda speechless after i heard that from her.
i knew that she was sad about everything that happened on her, it made her think of something but then i just in silence.
i'm sorry that i couldnt give you any words of consolation, dear.
i gather i am really a clumsy people in consolation.
anyway, i really really love you guys.
things will gonna be just fine, be tough.
i'll stand by you guys, all the way.

brand new day

0ops, it's already 12.16am now.
magic has lost, someone big's day gone.
just a remind to ms xixu, DONT LOVE ME anymore kay?
it's a brand new day, enjoy it.

p.s. i love selene, i love cemon and i love stefanie

i had a bad day

it's her big day today but i guess i had a bad day.
this was the second accident within one month, gosh.
i knocked a motorcyclist down today near taylor's college.
i don't know how could it happened.
raining day, slippery road and then it just happened.
while on the way sent the victim to hospital, nothing crossed my mind but him.
i feel like call him but then i just realized he's far away from me.
a place that so close yet so far, he couldnt stand by me right now.
anyhow, i am okay now.
i guess so..

someone big's day?!

hmm, today is someone big's day.

wow, she turns 18!

yet the fact is she's getting older and i guess now she is old enough to know better.

so stop be sensitive kay?

and i am pretty kind to her, i let her love me for today, just for today.
oh yeah, happy birthday to her!

the truth

i was a bit of duffer to tell the truth sometimes.
you want to hear the truth from me? no way..
yet there's a way to get the truth.
playing fool with me, maybe i'll tell you the truth.
but then i guess everyone will take it as a joke.
anyway, i'm gonna spill some truth here.
ermm, i actually...
miss 2 guys at the same time.
oh yeah, and also 2 girls, haha~
just kiddin'

i actually missed the right timing.
that's a truth.

BBQ

i didnt go to the bbq last saturday yet i never regret about it.
but then today selene seized by a whim and said feel like hold a bbq tonight at someone's house.
this fellow really always has some strange whim, haha~
kay, after 'forced' by her, we all agreed and went to buy the bbq thingy.
consequently, tonight we're had a bbq.
we started kinda late as there's a rain at night.
hmm, i did have some fun there.
you know, rather than the so-called good friends, sometimes it's really better to stay with some not-so-close friends.
yet some of them i didnt know before, but who cares, we really had a great time, that's more than enough.
i'm lovin' it.

p.s. eddy, jee and xu, next time we also hold a bbq and then invite eugene, amos and yew sang come, keke~

the real side behind the hyper lyong

i was a bit hyperactive tonight according to selene.
but then i just continued to laugh and talked a lot of nonsense, continued to hyper..
yet the real side behind the hyper is sadness.
i hate the feeling of overwhelming with grief, seriously.
why can't somebody stay beside me now?

thanks for the memories

i didnt go for the bbq gathering tonight as i really disappointed to some circumstances.

so i went to hangout at somewhere of kl after jee sent me to kl sentral.

i went bookshop and bought a book, 'thanks for the memories', i like the author — cecilia ahern.

xu, next year i b'day you buy me her book la, haha~

i dont want 'ps, i love you' arh coz i already got that book. ~_~

nope, just kiddin' la..

reached home at 10pm, and finally i decided to go to the gathering met them for awhile.

the bbq is finished but i sempat saw some of my best friends and ex-classmates there.

at that moment, i finally found that she's a stranger to me, one of my best friend, and i still remember that at one time i used to 'stick' to her.

yet now i dont feel like talk to her anymore, it's so sarcastic to me.

and after that went mamak stall yamcha with some of them as others already went home.

i shall rejoice that she's not there otherwise i sure sit down diam diam and drink only, just like what i did yesterday when she sat beside me.

then i crap a lot there lo, laughing and gossiping.

if xu, eddy and jee see me talk like that arh, sure terkejut wan, haha~

anyway, i dont think that there's another gathering like this anymore.

so thanks for the memories.

am i disappointed?

am i disappointed?
i guess i am.
tonight, i'm a sentimentalist that'd been fooling by you.

looking forward

kay, currently in the mid-sem break (yet i still have a v.c and t.e replacement classes tomorrow), sigh~
the only thing now i'm looking forward for is the oncoming saturday's gathering.

whoosh, i can meet my 5A10 fellows!

it's been such a long time i never meet some of them for more than 6 months, kinda miss the time that we made noise in the class.

anyhow, i still love you 5A10.

what a malang night

phew~ i went midvalley just now, together with selene.
wow, we were like so spirited, after one utama then went midvalley somemore.
and i was like so malang today, not today, is tonight.
first, i lost my way.
omg, i seriously couldnt recognize the route to there!!
that's why i lost my way AGAIN.
okay, it's fine, i reached there finally yet another mishap happened.
and i super duper hate this! damnit, almost all the parking there was full!
i was wasted half an hour to drive back and forth just to find a parking lot, sigh~
somemore everyone in the carpark like so desperate to fight for the parking lot, woosh~
alright, after wasted half an hour, i started to give it up.
and finally i ended up it with illegal parking.
what i meant is that i didnt park my car along the stop line but just simply parked it at somewhere.
my conclusion is: i will not try to drive to midvalley anymore, the carpark there sucks, i hate it.
and another thing is i hate the way go there, damn confusing, yucks~

what should i do?

admittedly, i don't know which kind of feeling should i have after xixu told me about the 'truth'.
frustrated? irritated? or just nothing?
i could only tell that's really in my expectation, i could feel it.
i think the only thing that didn't come up to my expectation was she chose to confess it.
did she notice that i was trying to evade her these few days?
seriously, i really don't know what should i do right now.

agony of indecision

i am always in an agony of indecision.
seriously, i am quite irresolute to make a choice, i can't even know what am i thinking sometimes.
i gather that's why i never make myself clear.
and my indecision made me terribly gauche.
i sincerely make my apologize here to myself.

don't say

don't say anything to me if you didn't mean it.
i hate the feeling of being fooled.

mid-autumn festival

it's mid-autumn festival today.
people keep on talking about reunion dinner.
hmm, their reunion dinner excited my envy.
today there's no such reunion dinner in my house as it is impossible to fit my whole family member in an ordinary table.
anyway, it's okay for me.
the most rejoiced thing is that we can play lantern and candle tonight.
right, xixu?
by the way, don't burn your house off. >.<

vios-licious

fuuyoh~ i was driving vios today!
that's the car of gv's mum actually.
after i got the car then went national library together with gvtaa and xu.
and i guess we just stayed at there for not more than 15 minutes as we couldnt find any useful books there.
declaration from lyong: national library is kindasucks.
so we planned to go mph in midvalley after that.
but we lost our way when on the way went there, kesiannya~
thanks god, we managed to reach there at last.
the conclusion is: i had a vios-driving + lost in bangsar tour today.
it's so vios-licious.

impossible... things are happening everyday

will it be happened?
i mean to do the confession.
i had already done the declaration, so when will the confession?
hmm, i wonder and i guess the two desperate girls also wonder when will i make the confession, right?
who knows, maybe someday i'll just go and confess suddenly.
impossible... things are happening everyday.
so just wait patiently.

love stories: do fairy tales come true?

there're many love stories that we ever known.
i like to watch the fairy tale love stories screened in the movie, do you?
the love stories in the movie always inspire us and sometimes became a part of the image of what romance supposed to be.
yet when it comes to reality, we will realize that it is only a dream that could never happen.
that's why so much people fond of fairy tale love movies, so am i.
but i don't really think that fairy tales do come true at present.
by the way, i guess at certain houses... fairy tales do come true.

sentimental

i was a bit sentiment for today.
maybe it's all due to the circumstances of these 3 days.
sleepless night, unfinished model, car accidents, sickness, etc.
tears were falling down suddenly when i'm in the train.
and i felt like crying when i saw chua and selene came to fetch me home.

bad days

sigh, i did have bad days for yesterday and also today.
gosh, i involved in an road accident yesterday!
and now everytime i see my car, damn sad, man.
another bad thing, today is the submission date for the building construction group assignment yet we havnt done our final model and that portfolio thingy, sigh again.
so we all are staying in the studio to do it now, have to finish it by 3.30pm, do you think that we can finish it on time? i wonder...
and the last thing is: i'm damn sleepy!!
now i can even asleep while i'm walking.
omg, i really had a bad day.

i'd changed, what about you?

9th september 2008, 00:27, i'd cleared away my '69° iN my mind'.
finally, i did it.
things may become terrible when you get used to something and i think that i really had to be rid of it.
otherwise it will become more and more complex, i never meant to get him back.
he should knew, as did i, that the things will never be the same when he told me so.
so why not just let it go, no point for me to keep it right? (maybe i just finding some reasons to convince myself to do so, sigh.)
time flies, feeling changes.
i have to stop my persistence towards him as some feeling had gone.
somehow, my persistence will never be rewarded.
from time to time, things changing unnoticed, as did with people.
sorry that i'd changed.
what about you?

time flies, everything goes

i used to wonder why people always say things like 'time flies like an arrow', 'wow, it passed so fast!', 'it's that time?!' and what so ever...
i'm sometimes one of these people, though.
time has really flown and i can't believe that i've already survived for one semester in my architectural studying, currently struggling in semester 2.
and now is september, i am passing on to the last quarter of year 2008.
times flies, everything goes and people changed unnoticed.
i did change, she did and he did also.
she told me that she's no more a childish girl.
he told me that his feeling had changed.
so what about me?
i couldnt tell what had changed on me but everything goes difference.
how time flies!

ps. xixu, i must tell you, things really change unnoticed.