Wednesday, July 22, 2009

depressed

should've know that for ages but i just cant help myself for being depressed

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

rest in peace

so sorry to know about the loss of huiixin's grandpa
he went away on 19th july
my deepest condolences to her and her family
and that was the first time ever i saw her with swollen eyes, it filled with sadness
i always knew that its hard to go through things like this
its like an invisible blade stabbed into your heart, trying to tear you into pieces
i thought of my cousin sister when i was at the funeral, she leaves us 2 weeks ago
without any goodbye
it would be a shame to me in lifetime that i could not attend to the funeral
still though, they will be missed and at peace
may them rest in peace
chua, you have to stay tough
he will never want to sadden you

Friday, July 17, 2009

tiring and depressing

i started to sick of myself for earning quick bucks.
why on earth am i still doing this?
duh, working is tiring and depressing
never been enjoyed my holidays =(
i know i shall stop to work anymore and make the full use of the last week of my soon-ended-holidays but i just simply cant do this
put the blame on my extravagancy
should've know that earning money isnt as simple as wasting money, duh
sigh, i just wanna relax one corner

Sunday, July 5, 2009

welcome 19

i turned 19 today
did lotsa things that i never been doing in my previous years
getting a dress and heels, makeup and CLUBBING, omg
my love ones brought me to secret places for the celebration
first they brought me to dine at SOULed OUT
i got surprises and a memorable photo as present from the restaurant
you know i dont really know how could cemon, steph and selene deal with the waitress when they're beside me all the while
too bad i didnt take the pictures of my 'cute lil' birthday cake
its my favour choc cake topping with haagen dazs' vanilla ice cream, that's heaven thing!
and we went euphoria after this
its the first time ever i went clubbing
lol, cemon and selene never been there as well
admittedly, i dont really like electropop music
it made me sick but im still okay with it as long as they're with me
all in all, i had a good one with them
am seriously fall for them
what bless that im having 'em in my life