what's next again?

so its already 28th, christmas has just gone by
got to admit that i had a kinda joyful christmas, met up with some of my high school pals and celebrated the night together, too bad cemone couldnt join us, it would be a perfect night if she was there with us
anyhow was having a sort-of-like christmas dinner with her on that evening though our christmas dinner will be held on this coming tuesday

christmas's gone by and new year's around the corner
guess its the time for a trip down memory lane of what i've done througout the year and most importantly: to make new years resolutions.
well my priority is definitely to get over him
somehow i gotta figure out what's next, try me.

bustling

i've been bustling about so many things recently.
trying so hard to earn money, to work, to play, to eliminate the sadness and to slip him from my memory
as i said before, things happened,
selene's grandpa died few weeks ago;
stef became a frequenter of hosp;
cemone is giving up when she's only a step farther to get involved in a relationship;
and i, still dealing with my loneliness.
it sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.

speaking of cemone, i dont know if giving up is a right choice for her
after all, that guy could belong to her someday
that's what im envious of her, because i dont have a chance and i could never make him mine

if love was enough

things happened everyday.
the good, the bad and the weird
these made our life
if love was enough,
i'd wrap it around you to make you stay

6 months

its almost been 6 months i never meet him, and i started to have a vague figure of him in my mind
still though, it hurts whenever i had him crossed my mind
i should've taken my chances long ago and its way too late now
she's already got everything i ever wanted

vulnerable

what would you do when you feel so vulnerable?
crying, frustrating or self-blaming?
for me im definitely self-blaming
why couldnt i be better?

breathe hard

you know what, it sucks when you have to work hard to breathe
chest discomfort kills, seriously
i feel short of breath now

i couldnt

its not my day after all.
still, i couldnt do it, not for now

doing good

25th of Oct was my nightmare.
been trying hard to escape from it recently
cemone told me time could heal, i have to agree with her
am doing good, aint i?

i promised

it was the very first time that i get drunk and you know what, the feeling of being drunk was sooo sucks
but i just couldnt help with that, i tried to overwhelm myself with alcohol
anyhow, that will be the last time as well.
i will be getting over him.
I PROMISED.

broken-hearted girl

so my one-sided love had been winded up today, no its yesterday.
this was the last hit, i dont feel pain but numb
my crush is in a relationship now and i have to go on with my broken heart, how irony!
i thought i've been getting over him all these while, it turns out that he never really slip from my mind, not even once
what am i supposed to do now?
can somebody come and wake me up?

move on

so i figured something out yesterday.
i just realized that i could not get too close with the guys around me or else something would happen.
literally its crush i guess
by the way im not got a crush on him, not yet
deepdown i still missing the one who went back to penang but i know something is gone
and now there's a guy out there, he is sooo cute!
i dont know if i could stand against his spell
maybe miss c was right, i should've get over wenghin, slowly.
its time to move on

hold me tight

i always dreamt that there will be someone who would hold me tight when i am sad, when i am happy or even when i overwhelmed with my insecurity..
he just have to hold me tight, never let me fall
maybe someday, can i have my dream come true?

i cling to you

remember still,
i'll just be clinging to myself, no matter what
because i loath the loneliness and those overlooks, should have know that they would not take me after all
enough with my ignorance.

so i blog

you know, its so blissful to have a black tea at midnight.
its 1:49am now and am missing him.
deep down i know he will be forgotten slowly, i should have do something
i just need something to grip hard, the best is yet to come though

story

i feel an urge to have a listen to a story right now.
tell me a cooked up story, any story that crossed your mind
a love story, a ghost story, a fairy story or even an adventure story
i dont want anything but story.
i am so obsess with those ONCE UPON A TIME or SO THE STORY GOES... that made the perfect running of a story
ohh i love the words HAPPILY EVER AFTER, it signified a happy ending.
and this make the biggest difference between cooked up and real stories.
you know why?







BECAUSE real stories have a never-ending cyle, they never end.

october

the very first day of october.
thanks god, september is ended after all.
i personally think that september's sucks as my september ended up with a sad story.
anyhow, gotta work hard in october.

i doubt

will everything be just fine? i doubt.
im afraid of myself now, afraid that i will make the thoughts come true someday

face it

i am finally clear about what is wrong with me, in some sort i supposed.
i dont wish that its true though, never.
indeed, i think its just transitional, everything's gonna be alright.
all you need to do is just to curb your fear.
face it and solve it.

terrible driver

well i think that i shouldn't be driving anymore.
gosh, i almost leaded to chain collision last sunday
what's wrong with me?
i was black out at the moment, i didnt see any car in front of me and it did freak me out, a lot.
okay, technically im a terrible driver.
guess i have to pray really really hard for not to end up in an accident as i always have an intuition that i'll be killed in a car crash.

i could be better

there are always things that you cant simply get involved with or take control of.
no matter how hard you'd tried, you are out of the game
how pathetic am i, been running into fool's errand all these while
why are they doing this to me?
is it because am not good enough? or am i flawed?
look, i could be better, better than what am i now
just dont left me behind please, i beg.

another september, another story

i am again, somehow, feeling insecure.
so its september again, the 19th september in my life, kinda speechless huh
anyhow im gonna cherish this september, in my very own way.
hopefully i can have a good story in september
i can never say never

i miss you more than anything

i've just got back from taman negara yesterday.
its a hell lot of fun there though i complaint the most
the starry sky in taman negara seriously impressed me
and he crossed my mind in that very moment: it would be perfect if he was with me under the starry sky
anyhow its just a vain hope, i knew he wont come back anymore
at least not for now
so to speak, i miss him more than anything

he's leaving

so another term is start again
everything's supposed be the same yet i knew that something would never be the same
wenghin's leaving, kind of dropping out from the course
well, this depressed me a lot and i wonder why he never tend to tell the news
it sucks that i was getting the news from others, especially someone
anyhow i've gotta get over him, am i?

depressed

should've know that for ages but i just cant help myself for being depressed

rest in peace

so sorry to know about the loss of huiixin's grandpa
he went away on 19th july
my deepest condolences to her and her family
and that was the first time ever i saw her with swollen eyes, it filled with sadness
i always knew that its hard to go through things like this
its like an invisible blade stabbed into your heart, trying to tear you into pieces
i thought of my cousin sister when i was at the funeral, she leaves us 2 weeks ago
without any goodbye
it would be a shame to me in lifetime that i could not attend to the funeral
still though, they will be missed and at peace
may them rest in peace
chua, you have to stay tough
he will never want to sadden you

tiring and depressing

i started to sick of myself for earning quick bucks.
why on earth am i still doing this?
duh, working is tiring and depressing
never been enjoyed my holidays =(
i know i shall stop to work anymore and make the full use of the last week of my soon-ended-holidays but i just simply cant do this
put the blame on my extravagancy
should've know that earning money isnt as simple as wasting money, duh
sigh, i just wanna relax one corner

welcome 19

i turned 19 today
did lotsa things that i never been doing in my previous years
getting a dress and heels, makeup and CLUBBING, omg
my love ones brought me to secret places for the celebration
first they brought me to dine at SOULed OUT
i got surprises and a memorable photo as present from the restaurant
you know i dont really know how could cemon, steph and selene deal with the waitress when they're beside me all the while
too bad i didnt take the pictures of my 'cute lil' birthday cake
its my favour choc cake topping with haagen dazs' vanilla ice cream, that's heaven thing!
and we went euphoria after this
its the first time ever i went clubbing
lol, cemon and selene never been there as well
admittedly, i dont really like electropop music
it made me sick but im still okay with it as long as they're with me
all in all, i had a good one with them
am seriously fall for them
what bless that im having 'em in my life

good day

i had a good day
you know what selene was asking me if i have a party dress
ohmigod, they gonna bring me to club on our outing
still though, im glad that they still remember my bday
dont know if mr w remember when is my day
i miss him

pinch hitter

i am finally to admit that i was, no, is i am being alienated
feeling sad huh, i've find no words to describe it
am just a pinch hitter afterall

how have you been?

how have you been?
instead of i miss you, i could just say this loud
mr wenghin would never know how much i miss him
got the blues again when i was waiting for the arrival of train
was hoping that someone can hold me tight and he's definitely the one

was it me?

i'd read her blog and wondered who was the one that backstabbed her.
was it me?
i keep on asking myself and doubt that it was me.
you know, i care about her so much.
i admit that she is one of the important one in my life when our life started to interfere with each other.
i guess we were once the closest one to each other, she's my bestie
but i cant tell that if i am one of her bestie
i cant find a way back to our friendship
the way is blocked
are we going to be a stranger to each other someday?

no friends, no fun, no life

gosh, mishaps and i are seems like seeing each other recently
im having an aimless and stuffy life right now
guess it will only end on july
im seriously aimless apart from looking forward for the oncoming 19th anniversary
and there come the mishaps
i am sooooooo sick of them!
wonder if when can i go for the vacation
been longing for it since the last pangkor trip
i really am wanting to run away from my miserable life for a while
no friends, no fun, no life
thats what left on me

left out

helo my small lil corner, im back again.
sorry for dumping you all these days.
just that you know i was a lil bit tied up, with my damn final project.
alright, it's done on this monday and i'd been scrutinized like hell.
by the way, what's done is done.
so lets pray hard for me, amen.
after the final project, sem 3 is done as well, time flies.
taken a glimpse on mr W that day when we were in the studio, i felt he's so different and strange to me.
i cant tell why did i feel left out recently.
maybe its not recently, its been quite a year.
i knew things were changed, especially the friendships between me and my besties.
yet i still persist and convinced myself everything's still alright, you're just too sentimental, too sensitive..
the consequences can be seen clearly though, i keep on overwhelming with disappointment
i always asking myself what am i to them?
a friend or just some sort of things?
a thing that they will think of whenever they need something from it?
i really feel so left out.

the sentimental girl

it's me again.
just found that this is the only way or maybe the only 'one' i can tell what i feel, what i think and whatever stucked in my mind
im not like selene, im not like cemon, im not like any of my besties, whom used to tell about their feelings or whatever with them
i dont used to talk, as in talk about my very own feelings
maybe there was once i learned to tell about it but i failed
im a sentimental girl
no one knows that i get melancholy easily
i used to cry in the corner
i care about so many things yet i just have to pretend that i dont give a damn at all
i wonder if i can find anyone who could get into my life?
even my besties cant make it afterall
pls stop letting me down, i really feel so alone

im not the lucky one

to my dearest blog, i found you!
im back.
so there's still nobody found me
am i happy with this?
well, i have no idea actually
time flies, sem 3 is going to be done soon
am not that happy with this cause that means i'll be more and more miserable
really dont know if i had made the right decision
anyway, i'll try my best to make things work

you know, mr.W came and asked me a FUNNY question the day before yesterday
it did freak me out
he asked 'WHAT DO YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE IN ME?'
guess what did i answer him
i said he's kind and humorous
and cute..
i was on the verge of telling him being kind is just more than enough to me, i like his kindness
of course i didnt say so
told cemon about the whole story after that
and she thought that mr.W is quite into me
whoa, i think that's impossible
life isnt that perfect, sometimes we just cant have the things we want most
that's the rule and i really dont think that exception will happen on me
im not the lucky one after all

would you be there?

if i am away, would you still think of me?

let me tell you a story.
there was once a girl's been told by her bestest friend that she dont need to be so tough, bestest friend would be there for her no matter what.
but later on the girl realized that no one else would remember her, even the bestest friend would not remember her...
the feeling of being abandoned is overwhelmed her AGAIN.
what have the girl done to deserve this?
to be neglected, to be forgot..

can you design?

was abandoned and forgot my blog for almost 2 weeks
i did lotsa things in this 2 weeks time
went for movies, hanged out with my darlings, presented my design idea, bustling with assignments and etc.
couldnt really remember all the details yet the most memorable thing is i had finally watched confessions of a shopaholic, lol
you know, im so crazy for shopaholic series recently, i even bought all the shopaholic collection
well, that cost me a lot =)
another thing is about my design idea, that's quite sucks i guess
i dont even know what is my core concept for the retreat
i bet my client wouldnt like my design, hong said its soulless
guess meryl streep would not like to live in a soulless house
gosh, now i started to wonder if i have the ability to design a retreat for my client
will i be able to design?

ms lyong, stay tuned for your answer.
dont defeat yourself.

exception or rule?

finally i went for he's just not that into you movie
whoa, it's a freaking nice movie to me
love story does happen everyday in our daily
the only difference is just who can be the exception or just another rule
i was wondering if i could be the exception... or just the rule

mr. W

look, i never thought that im so into this guy, mr. W
am really really adore him
he's just so important to me

earth hour

yeah yeah yeah, earth hour had just over!

did you turn off the light?

i did and whoa, it's kinda awesome to me!

woots, i did vote earth!

do remember, your light switch is your VOTE

we gotta stand up and take control over the future of our planet

i vote earth!

hey pals, turn off your lights for EARTH HOUR!

8.30pm local time, wherever you live on planet earth, switching off your lights for one hour.

1672 cities, towns and municipalities in 80 contries have already committed to vote earth, so do you?

be part of something big, be part of earth hour

yea, i vote earth!

blueberry pie

been thinking of getting myself a blueberry pie served with vanilla ice-cream for a long time
can anyone tell where can i get it?

arghhhhh, am craving for blueberry pie now!

you know, right at this moment i have some crazy thinking similar with cemon babe

i'll marry the guy who propose me with just a blueberry pie served with vanilla ice-cream instead of the ring

i know this sounds a lil bit hilarious and ridiculous yet i really meant it

i wonder if i can find this romantic guy, though

unchangeable

okay, the truth is he couldnt find me
maybe i shall change the couldnt into wouldnt
look, there will be nothing is unchangeable
love, friendship, feeling and many more so-called precious things
so just grab your chance tightly
as time goes by nothing will be waiting for you

dont hang up, can we talk
so confused its like im lost
what went wrong, what made you go
dont pretend you dont know
this is me im unchangeable

can you find me?

this is the 102th post in my blog
no one ever noticed that i already changed my url
but this is what i tend to do, i wish no one but you would find it out
in fact, i didnt change the url, i just created a new one and imported my previous posts
and i even entitled it 'YOU FOUND ME'
yes, inside of me really do hope that you could find me someday though that's quite hilarious and impossible and hopeless
i was wondering if you would do that as i guess you dont even bother to find me
im just a nobody... to you and to others
why would everyone and even me, myself keep on let me down?

lost and insecure

couldnt tell myself why did i feel so awkward for the whole day
everything's seems like so different to me
lost and insecure, you found me
where are you?

went for marley & me last sunday while waiting for the girls
that's a nice movie and there were few scenes really got into me
it taught you what really matters in real life
marley's a good dog
i wish i could have a dog like marley someday

p.s. who else can make me feel extraordinary? that's definitely YOU

ms S's bday

yeah, so it's the big day for my selene babe!
she turns 19 today, not a teen anymore, whoopsy
went for some sort of celebration aka hang-out with her today
had a decent meal at sushi zanmai (this was demanded by that woman to us)
it's quite cheap as cemon, stef, kk and i was footing the bill
i guess i shall ask that woman treat me a decent meal as well on my bday, lmao
one more thing, glad to see that mr yee beside her again
so happy 19th anniversary, the most charming ms S!
you know i love ya, lol

slightly denggi

i was not feeling well since 2 days ago so mum took me to doctor yesterday
shocked, im having slightly denggi according to doctor, swt
credits to the doctor as he's so smart to write me a m.c though i never asked for that, lol
and guess what, today is selene babe's BDAY!
will hang out with her later on
i wonder why so much feb and march bday girls & boys around me, lol
that's a good thing though

eighteen grands

checked my saving account yesterday
omg, there's 18 grands more inside!
there's lotsa money yet i couldnt use it, sigh
imagine how many things i can buy with 18k
lots of books, watches, ipods, handbags, etc but no gucci (i dont want to use same brand with gay ppl, yucks)
kay, i shall stop to daydream and practice my presentation right now, sigh

i need money!

gosh, i am absofuckinglutely in need of money now!
where can i dig some money out?
moodless and overwhelmed with disappointment for the whole day, i was conned.
and i seriously give a damn 'bout that
sigh, i was being hot-tempered again recently
i knew that everyone beside me could feel it yet i can't help with that
now it seems like everyone's moving on without me, into a world i dont understand or vice versa?
anyhow, i gotta get myself some money by next week.
maybe i shall ask for a loan, lol

3rd of march

hah, 3rd of march.
dont know since when, i've had an impression that 3rd of march is sort of a special day
yet i couldnt really explain how special is it
basically it's more like somewhat intuition and kinda memorable
you know, there was something once called FAITH in my silly childhood
cheers for the old memories~
i love you guys.

p.s. you would never knew how precious they are till they're gone.

so far away

28th of feb, last day of february.
lol, suddenly think of my ex-colleague
her birthday's on 29th of feb, a leap-year-bithday girl
obviously she couldnt celebrate her birthday this year yet i still feel like wish her a happy birthday
sigh, i was a lil bit perplexed throughout the week
and someone did ask me, 'why you looked so sad?'
i thought i could keep everything back but who knows..
yeah, i was sad, utterly sad
why couldnt i find somebody to be with me whenever i need them? even just for a second

why do i care so much?

why do i care so much?
people say you care so much when your love grow deeper, is it true?

jambu tree rocks!

hey hey hey, we had done our drama today

:chucklin:

that was sooo damn fantastic

guess what, jambu tree rocks!!

took the video of the drama yet got no time to edit it, i'll try to post it here someday

this was a great job, creditss to us

and this's the poster which designed by jason

it looked so nice and i like the interpretation of the colors :-)

frugality

oh man i am in bankruptcy now
where did my money go? swt
really have to practice frugality from next week onwards, sigh
hey people any part time job to recommend arh?
gotta earn some pocket money :(

heart sink

you guess what, i am totally heart sink
dont ever try to lie yourself or lie to me
im not that fool kay

a sunny-rainy-funny sunday

so it's 23rd, birthday's all around.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lil brother and wenghin, lol
yesterday was sunday, i and my group members (gvtaa, ms sexy and nazneen) went for site visit
omg, we just only spent 1 hour to went to the site and came back
and fyi, our site is located in nilai, applaud to the driving speed of gvtaa's father
:gigglin:
went for lunch after that, kfc, the funniest moment of yesterday was happened there
we were asked to play the game, catur bistari if im not mistaken
fuyoh, ms sexy was so damn imaginative, she daydreamed to be the national player for the game, lol
the game was quite joyous though
you know what, gvtaa became the winner at last
we had won totally 80 bucks cash vouchers
people, get a free pizza/kfc meal treat from me!
first come first serve while vouchers last.

again and again

so life still goes on, just found it a lil bit stuffy recently
cant really make my mind clear 'bout something
you know, i feel like craving for something yet i have no idea what that 'something' is
it's like some sort of desire or hesitation, i guess
loneliness and boredom are overwhelming me

got some good news from xixu, her parents finally agreed to let her move in to suriamas, lol
was thinking to move in together with her at first but i couldnt make up my mind
move or not move?
my decision is not moving in the long run as selene said 'home sweet home' rather than staying outside
really, i prefer to have my dinner at home (that's not a good reason to convince people though)
:biggrin:

p.s. again and again, again, again, again, again

valentines aka singles' awareness day

so, it's valentines day.
did you guys out there enjoy it with your lover or partner?
i guess most of my friends did enjoy the valentines day
for me, it is singles' awareness day
:cry:
the truth is: i am still single!!
desperate for a man right now to celebrate valentines day with me
and after 12am can dump him already, lol
well, went to deave's birthday party just now, it's kinda funny though
i realised that i could really sit down and keep quiet in the corner and just look at those people having fun
and that sexy xixu so disgusted me, she kept on flirting with yewsang, omg!
i suddenly had an illusion that they're really a couple, lol
anyway, everything's still okay
hope the single one can get their girl or man real soon :)

HEY, HAPPY VALENTINES AND SINGLES' AWARENESS DAY PEOPLE!

p.s. you know what, i seriously cant take my eyes off you

stage design's done!

whoopsy, we had finally done with our model and presented today.
it's an assignment about stage design thingy.
at first our initial design had got rejected, so we keep on to modify the design, lol
:gigglin:
got some compliment from lecturers today though
truth be told, i wasnt that involved in the whole design process as i had been absent for last week's class
:sorry:
i make my apologies here

save me

arghhh, someone save me please!
i have been sick for weeks, gosh
and i'm sick of it, indeed
got ill, recovered and then fall sick again, sigh
started to wonder why would i be so 'weak' recently, lol
due to the things that i gone through? maybe..
what could i say is, i really gone through a bad patch since from the beginning of new year
sometimes i really feel like just give all up and take me out of myself
i could still remember the feeling of being helpless, it was so impressed me
you know, i feel so alone all the time
i always wish that there could be somebody beside me at all times
i dont care who's that somebody, as long as i wont feel alone
but obviously it is a vain hope, i just feel left out after all

p.s. i want to stay strong, i want to go on

cny holidays a.k.a semester break

whoa, it's already 2nd of feb!
my cny holidays a.k.a semester break has already finished by today
:sad:
kinda sarcastically huh
and fyi, my college was just commenced few weeks ago
more precisely, 2 weeks before the cny
so we're having semester break during cny, lol

p.s. i might be a overthinker yet i could still stand up

someone's B-day

hey, i'm just home.
feel like blogging right now, lol
you know what, today is my cemon babe's B-day
woohoo, she's 19 now!
just countdown and celebrated her birthday with some of our friends and maybe some not-so-close-friends
it ended up not so happy, i guess..
everything's still okay, though
that's more than enough, right?
anyhow, i wish cemon babe a happy and funny B-day

i'm glad

so the first day of cny, i guess you guys sure got lots of angpau from elder
i did, do you?
:cheer:
as usual, i was having a half-boring-day at home
omg, this was insanely boring man!
after being bored for half a day, i and my cousins planned to go for a movie
:biggrin:
this was the nth time that i rejoiced for my driving license
yeah, i could stay away from home and those elder at last, horray!
we went to my cousin's place for barbeque party right after the movie
my cousin brother grilled everything with beer, he's rock!
lol, have you ever try to grilled lamb chop or fish with beer?
i mean, with carlsberg xD
anyway, i'm glad.

chinese new year eve

so it's 25th, chinese new year eve
many of you guys certain will have some reunion dinner today ya
xu told me that she'll having steamboat as reunion dinner tonight
wow, i'm jealous already!
normally i wont and couldnt have reunion dinner during the cny eve
you know why, cause i have a big big big family and what a coincident that they're engaged in some restaurants business
:biggrin:
by the way, i'm get used to it since from a small kid
happy chinese new year, peeps!!!!!

p.s. wish that i could get more angpau this year

broken dream

once i had a dream.
you're some part of my dream.
i dreamt of it and wished that it would be came true someday
that's why i keep on waiting, waiting for a right timing
indeed, i am so sick of the timing
i knew that i shouldnt put the blame on the timing
yet it really made me missed out so much of precious things
and now, i can't have you
i was like on the way back to the past, similar thing happened again
you know, i'm having a broken dream from now on
i wonder how could i make it complete again
i dont feel like dreaming anymore

hot chocolate

i drank hot chocolate today.
it gave me a strange feeling, though

p.s. stop being silly, lyong

chaos

you know, sometimes things would not turn out to be whatever you wish or you hope
and maybe not sometimes but all the time
i can still remember what she told me,
nothing can be perfect in this real world,
learn to be imperfect
i feel fear, though
indeed, we're in chaos
speechless huh

p.s. what am i supposed to do to run away from chaos?

helplessness

i hate the feeling of being helpless.
indeed.
credits to kharkeat for taking me home, though

last day of holidays

woohoo, last day of the holidays
college will commence from tomorrow onwards
:biggrin:
looking forward to seeing you guys
kay, i shall go bed now as tomorrow have to compete time slot with people
:annoyed:
8am weh, means that i gotta wake up and get ready before 7am
then go squeeze ktm again, sob~
sigh, i hate ktm.

screw you

can i scream?
now i am totally fed up with everything that's happened
and maybe someday i'll be blew up
screw you bastards!

where's my phone?

it's 9th, i'll quit my job tomorrow
:biggrin:
i just paid 1.5k for the new phone
sarcastically, i didnt get the phone
LMAO
guess where's my phone?

pessimist

a quarter to 9th, seems that the arrow of time never wait for us huh
i felt so down all-day for no reason, just that inside of me feeling so blue
is everything's alright?
i find no answer.
today, i was a pessimist.
and maybe tomorrow as well

p.s. will you stand by me?

term begins?

errr, seems like everyone's term begins on 5th of jan huh, except for me and selene and xixu and wenghin and jee darling xD
our college will be commenced on 12th jan
:cheer:
i miss those sabd peeps a lot, though
anyhow, looking forward to sem 3!
yet i must evade from the obscene xixu! wahahaha~

p.s. keep the distance from me ya, xu

big news? bad news?

kay, it's came to the 5th day.
sooooo, any big news?
:aghast:
oh yeah, selene babe text me today and told that she had straightened her 'grass hair'.
wow, what a big news!
ishh, that's mean i cannot laugh at her hair anymore larr.
:chuckling:
and another bad news: i still not get my salary yet!
r*bbank sucks weh!
:aggrieved:
the last news: plan to get new phone on this coming weekend, hoorrrayyyyy!
:groan:
which mean there gone my 1.6k, sob~

hmm, one more thing
so from today onwards, i'll set a 6 months time limit to myself.
i seriously hope that there would be a miracle though it's super duper impossible.
:biggrin:
cheers!

new year resolutions

song of the day: new year resolutions by graham colton

first day of the 2009, i've had spent almost half day to sleep, phew~
i was so damn tired after being stucked for 2 hours in the parking of the curve and drove to semenyih and came back.
yet i did had a memorable great time with my beloved buddies
the fireworks just like a witness to the friendship between us, i love them!
:biggrin:

so, now is the time to make my resolutions, yeah!
whooops, my new year resolutions would be:

1. in search of my cup of tea (i dont feel like drink hot chocolate anymore)
2. everything's okay
3. have a date (maybe?! let's work it out together, cemon!)
4. keep old friends, get new friends
5. get more pocket money (so that i wont be broke all the time! LOL)
6. be healthy (who doesnt need a healthy body huh?)
7. lyong's little secret

:chucklin:
seven resolutions, i'm kinda avaricious huh xD
life would be better and glorious with resolutions, though
welcome to '09, wootsssssssssss!

time's over, things're gone

another great time? think so..
feel like crying now for no reason.
i desperately need a time machine, did i?
time's over, things're gone
anyhow, i would not forget 5:45am of the first day of '09
it's a memorable moment to me
let's start your new life, lyong!
no point for you to persist in the vain hope,
it's time to move on.