get your own life!

you know; sometimes it is really hard to persist in some vain hope
and i am fed up with my own persistence
come on lyong, get a life!

to be continued

finished the last paper today, it's moral, kinda sucks..
i felt nothing but overwhelmed with sense of alienation after the exam
there's something made me at a loss
i looked still okay, though.
went to asia cafe having lunch with jee and xu them while waiting for selene to go home together
i was so dumb today, i parked my car in restricted area but then i still went and paid the parking fee :blush:
sorry to jee and xu as i didnt come with you guys after this
indeed, i rather went home early when there was someone beside me, especially that is selene xD
anyway, sem 2 is done, woohooo!
wow, couldnt believe that i am still struggle along at taylor's
LOL just wish that i would not fail in any subject

so what's next?
holidaySss!!
........... and part-time job
yeah, earn money, get new phone :biggrin:

to be continued,
sem 3 and ...

emotionals' Vs rationals'

gosh, i sudden feel like talk to him in person right now..
:shakehead:

conversation of emotionals' lyong with rationals' lyong,
emotionals' lyong: just make a call and talk to him or you may text him..
rationals' lyong: dont want larr, i've to keep my word
emotionals' lyong: that one dont care, just do whatever in your heart
rationals' lyong: i wanted to but...
emotionals' lyong: sigh, such a defeatist, i suppose you will regret someday when there is somebody beside him
rationals' lyong: i just dont want to ruin everything

so the rationals' lyong has defeated emotionals' lyong in the long run.

everybody's heart harbors an undelivered love letter...

well, i had watched the 'Cape No.7' (海角七号）at last after time and again recommended by my friend, i guess she so damn fond of this movie :shakehead:

and now i finally knew why would she recommend this movie, it's sooooo damnnn nice man!
this is indeed a breathtaking movie.

''everybody's heart harbors an undelivered love letter...''

i like the rainbow spirit.

and there's a memorable message carried,

'You can only live once, but you may have a zillion dreams. Only if you strive to reach your goal can you know whether the chance is yours or not…'

About the Film
Extradition of the Japanese aliens

The story of “Cape No.7” begins with the extradition of the Japanese aliens. When the Japanese Colonial Period ended, all the Japanese in Taiwan had to be extradited to Japan. It marks the end of an era, leaving not only regrets and hatred, but friendship, affection and love. We make an assumption that a teacher was in love with his student at that time. When they could finally be together, they were forced to be separated by the ending of the war. The story is derived from the pity of love, and thereby comes an old address from the Japanese Colonial Period.

Synopsis
Over 60 years ago, Taiwan was recovered, and the Japanese had to be evacuated. A Japanese male teacher on board the ship leaving Taiwan for Japan left his lover alone in Taiwan, whose name was Tomoko. He couldn’t express his feelings toward Tomoko personally, so he wrote them down in seven letters.

After 60 years or so, almost everything has changed in Taiwan. People are striving for their lives. Seven ordinary persons with their own dreams for music—Aga, the depressed lead vocal of a band; Old Mao, the old postman who can only play yukin; Frog, a grease monkey fixing motorcycles; Dada, a girl who plays piano for the church choir; Malasun, a millet wine salesman; Rauma the policeman and his father—who are not related at all are now playing in one warm-up band for a concert at the beach. They have to be ready in three days, which worries Tomoko, the coordinator from Japan, very much.

Aga is a substitutive postman who does nothing but piling up the mails in his own room. Among the mails, he discovers a package from Japan, with the old address of “Cape No.7, Hengchung County” on it. Out of curiosity, he opens the package and finds that the letters inside it are all written in Japanese, which he cannot understand at all. Therefore, he takes no notice of it and puts it under his bed, pretending that nothing has ever happened.

With the performing date approaching, these seven persons realize that it could be the only way for their dreams to come true, which is why they start practicing. But the hostility between Aga and Tomoko hinders the band from progressing. Finally, on a wedding reception in town, after a couple of drinks, Aga and Tomoko show their loneliness, and express their feelings hidden under their seeming anger, which results in a one-night stand.

In Aga’s room, Tomoko sees the package from Japan and learns that it contains seven unsent love letters from 60 years ago. She asks Aga to deliver the package to the receiver of it, but the address on it no longer exists. The Japanese singer is coming soon, and the warm-up band is still a mess. Will their music dreams be realized eventually? Will the love letters that have lain dormant for 60 years be sent to their receiver who is also named Tomoko?

You can only live once, but you may have a zillion dreams. Only if you strive to reach your goal can you know whether the chance is yours or not…

turning point?!

hmm, i just read xixu's post — sem 2 memories
i had to agree that we did really have some bittersweet memories throughout this semester
time flies, sem 2's going to end soon.
i'm overwhelming with a feeling that sem 2 should be a turning point for me
now i knew that i could not stay at the origin forever as things will change, it really change rapidly.
and next time, i shall not be muddled along anymore!

whacko, i did it!

okay, last week i already screwed my speaking task up as i had overslept.
so never mind, i'd been informed that i still could get a second chance.
and you know what; today i almost screwed it up AGAIN!
gosh, i seriously hate technical english 2!!!
alright, back to the speaking task story.
xixu has text me early in the morning and told that the class had been switched to 8am slot.
i was so pissed but then still struggled to wake up and rushing to the class.
and i'd reached college at 9am, that time was already kinda late so i decided to wait for xixu and went for class together, so we met each other at computer lab there.
sarcastically, we were discussed and finally decided not to present :shakehead:
after that, we went library to watch movie and mr eddy also came and joined us after the class.
they both held a conference in the av room about their 'past and experience' LOL
and around 11.30am, my darling also showed herself in library
then we went for lunch and soon after that i planned to go home and i really did it
so i went home by the train as usual and everything's went smoothly and i guess i'll be reached home in another half an hour
when the train got in at kl sentral, i got a message from xixu.
darn it, it got me off to college again!
to cut the long story short, i was able to present in the long run...
whacko, finally i did it!

life's with a little vexations

did i get something wrong?
i had gained an insight into so many things recently
i can feel it in my bones that i've been going on a fool's errand
yet i don't give a damn about it

whoopee, movie!!

so i was like so damn free for the whole day
stayed at home, sitting in front of the pc and doing nothing
speechless huh?
actually sort of..
but then i'll go for movie later with friends xD
whoopee!! i finally can get some entertainment
and then my 'dai lo' (brother) was so caring, he went early to the cinema to get the ticket just to want us have a comfortable seat, so nice lar him, really like a big brother to us, though we're not blood-related
i appreciate what he did :applause:
hmm, it's time to leave everything behind and go for movie now
bye~

walk this road alone

'the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.'
out of the blue i think of this line
for me, this is not the worst way to miss someone but the worst way to like someone
to tell the truth, i'm having a bad mood today.
i desperately need someone to talk to
yet people that i want to rely on couldnt be here for me
it's okay, never mind, i'm starting to used to it
and learning not to rely on anyone now
i shall walk this road alone.

my present day

hey, nov 6's a special day.
uhhm, some may ask, how special was it?
err, it's marie's birthday, she's eligible to do anything (well, not really everything larr) now
next, it was also a present day (to me) xD
i've got some presents from my buddies
kay, so here goes my present!
>>>>>
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... a small small bottle of sand
this was from wenghin.
eh, dont look down on this small small bottle of sand arh, it's from egypt and came here by plane!
but only the sand lar, that bottle was bought here, i guess..
this fellow had already back from egypt since dont know how many weeks ago, now only gave me the souvenir LOL
but then late better than never, thanks ya, wenghin.
another present was...

>>>>>

>>>>

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... a 'weird' stone?! i guess so.

yeah, this was from my jee darling.
here come the proof~

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... dang dang~

her name is written on the stone
yet the most weird word on this stone is: LYONG CONFESS
come on, i never plan to confess , okay?
just write lyong there enough larr
anyway, i appreciate it.
it'll be my confession lucky stone xD

it's kinda late now, no more confession topic

okay, i shall go bed, thanks a lot and goodnight.

my addiction

gosh, i never knew that one day i would be sooo addicted to something or maybe distinctively, someone.
it's somehow, the addiction to gaze at him.
sigh,what's wrong with me huh?
i'm started to go wrong larr
hate to admit that i really addicted to him.

overslept

i was supposed to present (crap) this morning.
yet i didnt.
i was overslept and didnt show myself in the presentation, sigh
i shall put the blame on the hot chocolate :zonked:

what to crap?

gosh, i still have no idea what to talk about even though i already done my slides an hour ago.
what to talk about the use of SPACE huh?
ishh, i so damn sick of this speaking task now, feel like just skippin' it
yet the first think crossed my mind was that this stupid speaking task worth TEN MARKS!
second was that i already skipped the class for nth times, i don't wish to be barred from the final exam
so i have to give this wild plan up, sigh
sadly, i'm destined to present tomorrow
by the way, what to crap?

one-day-coffee-shop-trip

phew, i'm having the one-day-coffee-shop-trip today.
it's kinda tiring as i'd went lots of coffee shop.
gloria jeans's, starbucks, coffee bean & tea leaf ─ the lot huh
and fyi, i was like went some for nth time in a day
selene was so nice and accompanied me to those coffee shops one more time just to snap photos as i didnt have the permission letter
so sorry to put her to so much trouble as i knew that she still got tons of unfinished assignment
thanks a lot to her

i'm done!

whoosh! i just finished my damnable research essay.
so damn happy, i could finally return the books that i've borrowed for more than 2 months
woots!

p.s. good luck to her

nightmare

went for movie after attended jee's party as i did not wish to stay all alone at home.
i watched the movie one person alone, though.
it's pretty sarcastic huh
she was right, i did really start to hate the feeling of being alone.
actually it wasn't the feeling of being alone
it is, somehow, like some phobia
i never thought that an accident could made such impact on me
i just wish that i could get this over with
it's a nightmare!
i'm so darned sick of it