week-14-is-coming-and-i-am-busy-with-last-minute-works

whacko, week 14 is coming soon.
hmm, our last week in sem 2 and lots of due date for assignments.
i'm bustling with last-minute-works, as everyone else did.
and i'll be having one-day-coffee-shop-trip next week, lol
sounds kinda weird huh yet i seriously have to visit 3 coffee shops in a day for the preparation of the oncoming speaking task, sigh.
and then the stepsbook thingy with the presentation, i actually no idea of what is it about and what to do, swt.
oh yeah, and the damnable 3000 words research paper, luckily i almost done.
anyway, good luck to me, good luck to selene (i guess she's got tons of assignment pile up on her table) and every sabd-ians.

p.s. i'm planning to do this next friday, haha~

woots!

whoopee, i already done my moral presentation.
i got 11 marks for it, not bad huh.
woots!

i am yellow

arghhh, i'm so freaking nervous for tomorrow's presentation.
i was thinking to talk about both women's right and gay's right at first.
but then arhh, ms xixu told me have to relate to the religion.
damn, i started to wondering how gay's right related to christianity.
and i guess if i really talk about gay's right tomorrow, that 'you idiot' stinker will definitely ask me how is it related to the modernisation of christianity.
sigh, in the long run i gave the gay's right up as i unwilling to get myself into trouble.
okay, i'm yellow.

day 40

i was stood near the balcony and stared into distance, nothing came into view but night sky and some images.
i couldnt persuade myself that it's really gone.
day 40
where the heck am i?

busiest thursday

ahem, i went to the wedding ceremony today.
and i finally skip the moral presentation, woots!
but then that fellow so nice, he let me join next week's presentation, sigh.
okay, wedding ceremony and presentation aside.
today is also my mum's birthday, oh yeah and also amos (my classmate and he's the ex-zai that xixu kap-ing)
somemore it's my family day as my younger sister came home.
wow! sounded like so many things happened on this 23rd october.
actually it did, even my backbone also came to join in the fun, it's aching whole night.
and there're lots of thing happened at night.
i think this is the busiest thursday that i ever had in this year.
i'm feeling fatigued.

moral?! sucks..

i, umm, planning to skip the moral's presentation.
yet the question came to my mind: should i skip it?
i actually did' know that 15 marks is like nothing compared to my best friend's wedding ceremony.
but then i wish that there is someone can convince me to do that, i wish someone can stand by me.
and selene did it, even though maybe it was just a jest, i dont wish to know.
joking apart, i hate moral presentation, it sucks and my moral lecturer... a sucker!!
i've gone off moral studies.

skepticism

i'm rather skeptical about something.
does it rupturing now?
tell me, please

what's next?

well, i went to the dinner, my best friend's wedding dinner.
ahhahh, sounded like i just went for a movie and nothing else.
hmm, actually got something else.
the bride was so beautiful tonight, she looked overwhelmingly happy.
and... another car accident is happened
but then it's not me kay, i just sat inside the car, i'm not the driver.
anyway, everything's still okay.
so now the wedding dinner is over..
what's next?
.....
.........

wedding ceremony!!

blank

overwhelming with blankness, half a day.
why today everything seems like so strange to me?
i feel like i couldnt be familiarising myself with everything and everyone.
i'm blank.

whatever, i shall getting ready now.
no more blankness tonight, i suppose.

shall i?

so now is 1 something, it's 21st october 2008.
a kinda important day.
okay, just leave it aside first, we'll know what will be happening soon.

oh yeah, i went to meet some of my friends just now.
i'm having a great time there; we talked, we teased and we laughed..
just like everything that we used to do in the past.
hmm, so familiar with it...
it was such a long time that we never sit down properly and talk to each other if i'm not mistaken.
and speaking honestly, they're still the same person that i knew years ago.
i guess, i shall rejoice for that.
shall i?

she's about to marry

i got very shock news today, it really made me stunned, well, i guess for more than a minute.
gosh, she really waits until last minute then only told me about that.
you know what; i got a wedding invitation card from my friend.
it was the first invitation card that i'd ever received in my life.
kinda speechless huh..
stupid her, wait until last minute only informed me that she's about to marry next week.
somemore she dares not to tell me in person.
i went to her bachelorette party just now and i saw her.
suddenly i've to agree that time really flies like an arrow.
she used to be my best friend since from primary school until now and she's about to marry.
what else could i say?

p.s. every single life is a gift from god, do cherish it.

unchangeable

i am satisty with current situation.
i wish that it's unchangeable no matter how time flies.

day 26

this is day 26.
it's almost been a month and i did lots of thing among these 26 days.
watched numbers of movie,
roamed around in the middle of where,
bought the book that i've craving for a long time and so on..
whatsoever i still felt that some part of me has gone.

i'll try to accept it

you know what, i had figured out something, something that i wouldnt want to know if i did have a choice, yet i doomed to know about it.
why can't we just pretending everything is as it was and forever shall be.
alright then, i'll try to accept it.

p.s. i love my life, so do you?

gonna be just fine

she said among 4 of us, now i'm the luckiest because i have a family, a whole family.
i was kinda speechless after i heard that from her.
i knew that she was sad about everything that happened on her, it made her think of something but then i just in silence.
i'm sorry that i couldnt give you any words of consolation, dear.
i gather i am really a clumsy people in consolation.
anyway, i really really love you guys.
things will gonna be just fine, be tough.
i'll stand by you guys, all the way.

brand new day

0ops, it's already 12.16am now.
magic has lost, someone big's day gone.
just a remind to ms xixu, DONT LOVE ME anymore kay?
it's a brand new day, enjoy it.

p.s. i love selene, i love cemon and i love stefanie

i had a bad day

it's her big day today but i guess i had a bad day.
this was the second accident within one month, gosh.
i knocked a motorcyclist down today near taylor's college.
i don't know how could it happened.
raining day, slippery road and then it just happened.
while on the way sent the victim to hospital, nothing crossed my mind but him.
i feel like call him but then i just realized he's far away from me.
a place that so close yet so far, he couldnt stand by me right now.
anyhow, i am okay now.
i guess so..

someone big's day?!

hmm, today is someone big's day.

wow, she turns 18!

yet the fact is she's getting older and i guess now she is old enough to know better.

so stop be sensitive kay?

and i am pretty kind to her, i let her love me for today, just for today.
oh yeah, happy birthday to her!

the truth

i was a bit of duffer to tell the truth sometimes.
you want to hear the truth from me? no way..
yet there's a way to get the truth.
playing fool with me, maybe i'll tell you the truth.
but then i guess everyone will take it as a joke.
anyway, i'm gonna spill some truth here.
ermm, i actually...
miss 2 guys at the same time.
oh yeah, and also 2 girls, haha~
just kiddin'

i actually missed the right timing.
that's a truth.

BBQ

i didnt go to the bbq last saturday yet i never regret about it.
but then today selene seized by a whim and said feel like hold a bbq tonight at someone's house.
this fellow really always has some strange whim, haha~
kay, after 'forced' by her, we all agreed and went to buy the bbq thingy.
consequently, tonight we're had a bbq.
we started kinda late as there's a rain at night.
hmm, i did have some fun there.
you know, rather than the so-called good friends, sometimes it's really better to stay with some not-so-close friends.
yet some of them i didnt know before, but who cares, we really had a great time, that's more than enough.
i'm lovin' it.

p.s. eddy, jee and xu, next time we also hold a bbq and then invite eugene, amos and yew sang come, keke~