so far away

28th of feb, last day of february.
lol, suddenly think of my ex-colleague
her birthday's on 29th of feb, a leap-year-bithday girl
obviously she couldnt celebrate her birthday this year yet i still feel like wish her a happy birthday
sigh, i was a lil bit perplexed throughout the week
and someone did ask me, 'why you looked so sad?'
i thought i could keep everything back but who knows..
yeah, i was sad, utterly sad
why couldnt i find somebody to be with me whenever i need them? even just for a second

why do i care so much?

why do i care so much?
people say you care so much when your love grow deeper, is it true?

jambu tree rocks!

hey hey hey, we had done our drama today

:chucklin:

that was sooo damn fantastic

guess what, jambu tree rocks!!

took the video of the drama yet got no time to edit it, i'll try to post it here someday

this was a great job, creditss to us

and this's the poster which designed by jason

it looked so nice and i like the interpretation of the colors :-)

frugality

oh man i am in bankruptcy now
where did my money go? swt
really have to practice frugality from next week onwards, sigh
hey people any part time job to recommend arh?
gotta earn some pocket money :(

heart sink

you guess what, i am totally heart sink
dont ever try to lie yourself or lie to me
im not that fool kay

a sunny-rainy-funny sunday

so it's 23rd, birthday's all around.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my lil brother and wenghin, lol
yesterday was sunday, i and my group members (gvtaa, ms sexy and nazneen) went for site visit
omg, we just only spent 1 hour to went to the site and came back
and fyi, our site is located in nilai, applaud to the driving speed of gvtaa's father
:gigglin:
went for lunch after that, kfc, the funniest moment of yesterday was happened there
we were asked to play the game, catur bistari if im not mistaken
fuyoh, ms sexy was so damn imaginative, she daydreamed to be the national player for the game, lol
the game was quite joyous though
you know what, gvtaa became the winner at last
we had won totally 80 bucks cash vouchers
people, get a free pizza/kfc meal treat from me!
first come first serve while vouchers last.

again and again

so life still goes on, just found it a lil bit stuffy recently
cant really make my mind clear 'bout something
you know, i feel like craving for something yet i have no idea what that 'something' is
it's like some sort of desire or hesitation, i guess
loneliness and boredom are overwhelming me

got some good news from xixu, her parents finally agreed to let her move in to suriamas, lol
was thinking to move in together with her at first but i couldnt make up my mind
move or not move?
my decision is not moving in the long run as selene said 'home sweet home' rather than staying outside
really, i prefer to have my dinner at home (that's not a good reason to convince people though)
:biggrin:

p.s. again and again, again, again, again, again

valentines aka singles' awareness day

so, it's valentines day.
did you guys out there enjoy it with your lover or partner?
i guess most of my friends did enjoy the valentines day
for me, it is singles' awareness day
:cry:
the truth is: i am still single!!
desperate for a man right now to celebrate valentines day with me
and after 12am can dump him already, lol
well, went to deave's birthday party just now, it's kinda funny though
i realised that i could really sit down and keep quiet in the corner and just look at those people having fun
and that sexy xixu so disgusted me, she kept on flirting with yewsang, omg!
i suddenly had an illusion that they're really a couple, lol
anyway, everything's still okay
hope the single one can get their girl or man real soon :)

HEY, HAPPY VALENTINES AND SINGLES' AWARENESS DAY PEOPLE!

p.s. you know what, i seriously cant take my eyes off you

stage design's done!

whoopsy, we had finally done with our model and presented today.
it's an assignment about stage design thingy.
at first our initial design had got rejected, so we keep on to modify the design, lol
:gigglin:
got some compliment from lecturers today though
truth be told, i wasnt that involved in the whole design process as i had been absent for last week's class
:sorry:
i make my apologies here

save me

arghhh, someone save me please!
i have been sick for weeks, gosh
and i'm sick of it, indeed
got ill, recovered and then fall sick again, sigh
started to wonder why would i be so 'weak' recently, lol
due to the things that i gone through? maybe..
what could i say is, i really gone through a bad patch since from the beginning of new year
sometimes i really feel like just give all up and take me out of myself
i could still remember the feeling of being helpless, it was so impressed me
you know, i feel so alone all the time
i always wish that there could be somebody beside me at all times
i dont care who's that somebody, as long as i wont feel alone
but obviously it is a vain hope, i just feel left out after all

p.s. i want to stay strong, i want to go on

cny holidays a.k.a semester break

whoa, it's already 2nd of feb!
my cny holidays a.k.a semester break has already finished by today
:sad:
kinda sarcastically huh
and fyi, my college was just commenced few weeks ago
more precisely, 2 weeks before the cny
so we're having semester break during cny, lol

p.s. i might be a overthinker yet i could still stand up