egoist

i've been clouded with my uncontrollable thoughts,
and maybe uncertainties as well.
deep down i desperately need someone to talk to,
i rarely talk to anyone though, not even my besties.
guess that egoism is playing its part inside of me.
selene said i'd assumed everything, and she was right.
im such an egoist, dont i?


can anyone out there lead me guide me along the way?
im lost in whereabouts.

hard time

i guess im having my hard time recently.
the studio is overwhelm me with misery and depression.
i couldnt help with my passivity.
truth be told, i cant embrace any failure anymore.
i just cant.
i'll be collapsed, absolutely.