wild plans

wild plans on the run.
wish that i could make it works this time, i seriously need to unwind
admittedly i was somehow disappointed of what they had done
the question now is, where to unwind?
oh yeah, i need hell lot of money as well
wish me luck then

wild thoughts

there are some wild thoughts keep on lingering in my mind.
his words are so tempted to me, i really had an urge to say i'd do that for him, maybe.
and since that moment i realized that i do really wanted a family deepdown in my heart
getting married with your loved one and ready to get pregnant for him, its not a bad idea after all
i just dont know if its his words or himself worked on me.
still, i personally wish that its him.

life

time continued to move fast.
february is already on its way
again, we all'd been through a lot in life
selene and i, we are one step closer to the graduation
yet we both knew that we are not ready for another stage of life
once upon a time we didnt really give it a damn, we thought that was too far away from us
there was this day, she asked me 'bout my plan after the diploma
i was speechless at the moment, because nothing crossed my mind
i know all her worries but this time i just couldnt assure her that everything's gonna be just fine
still though i'll back her up no matter what.
sometimes life's a bitch ehh?

that is all

i couldnt get over after all.
so this time im letting him back to my life, we are still friends.
that is all.
as for now, im gonna work hard
and this time, im up for my future .

once upon a time i didnt give it a damn.

beginning

Every beginning is a consequence - every beginning ends some thing.

i know it's abit late but who cares, happy new year!
time flies, its new year again.
i didnt even get a chance to go through my trip down memory lane thoroughly
2009 was not that terrible though, at least i had some memorable moments with my loved ones and of course, my BFF.
they really made my day, i love 'em.
and right before the new year i got to meet up with old friends, it was great and i felt like the bond between us still existing even though everyone's keep on changing
well time changes people, isnt it?

alright, time to talk about new year's resolution.
i had seven resolutions in '09, kinda greedy huh
anyway im not going to recycle my resolutions
i dont want to be the old me anymore, always that aimless
im gonna find myself a goal, a goal for my life, a goal to be achieved
its gonna be a new beginning.