vulnerable

what would you do when you feel so vulnerable?
crying, frustrating or self-blaming?
for me im definitely self-blaming
why couldnt i be better?

breathe hard

you know what, it sucks when you have to work hard to breathe
chest discomfort kills, seriously
i feel short of breath now

i couldnt

its not my day after all.
still, i couldnt do it, not for now

doing good

25th of Oct was my nightmare.
been trying hard to escape from it recently
cemone told me time could heal, i have to agree with her
am doing good, aint i?