what's next again?

so its already 28th, christmas has just gone by
got to admit that i had a kinda joyful christmas, met up with some of my high school pals and celebrated the night together, too bad cemone couldnt join us, it would be a perfect night if she was there with us
anyhow was having a sort-of-like christmas dinner with her on that evening though our christmas dinner will be held on this coming tuesday

christmas's gone by and new year's around the corner
guess its the time for a trip down memory lane of what i've done througout the year and most importantly: to make new years resolutions.
well my priority is definitely to get over him
somehow i gotta figure out what's next, try me.

bustling

i've been bustling about so many things recently.
trying so hard to earn money, to work, to play, to eliminate the sadness and to slip him from my memory
as i said before, things happened,
selene's grandpa died few weeks ago;
stef became a frequenter of hosp;
cemone is giving up when she's only a step farther to get involved in a relationship;
and i, still dealing with my loneliness.
it sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.

speaking of cemone, i dont know if giving up is a right choice for her
after all, that guy could belong to her someday
that's what im envious of her, because i dont have a chance and i could never make him mine

if love was enough

things happened everyday.
the good, the bad and the weird
these made our life
if love was enough,
i'd wrap it around you to make you stay

6 months

its almost been 6 months i never meet him, and i started to have a vague figure of him in my mind
still though, it hurts whenever i had him crossed my mind
i should've taken my chances long ago and its way too late now
she's already got everything i ever wanted