can you find me?

this is the 102th post in my blog
no one ever noticed that i already changed my url
but this is what i tend to do, i wish no one but you would find it out
in fact, i didnt change the url, i just created a new one and imported my previous posts
and i even entitled it 'YOU FOUND ME'
yes, inside of me really do hope that you could find me someday though that's quite hilarious and impossible and hopeless
i was wondering if you would do that as i guess you dont even bother to find me
im just a nobody... to you and to others
why would everyone and even me, myself keep on let me down?