the sentimental girl

it's me again.
just found that this is the only way or maybe the only 'one' i can tell what i feel, what i think and whatever stucked in my mind
im not like selene, im not like cemon, im not like any of my besties, whom used to tell about their feelings or whatever with them
i dont used to talk, as in talk about my very own feelings
maybe there was once i learned to tell about it but i failed
im a sentimental girl
no one knows that i get melancholy easily
i used to cry in the corner
i care about so many things yet i just have to pretend that i dont give a damn at all
i wonder if i can find anyone who could get into my life?
even my besties cant make it afterall
pls stop letting me down, i really feel so alone